A new season

Its about freaking time.

I've been so sick of where I am and where I've felt like I've been stuck lately and I can't wait to move. I can't wait for movement, for motion.

These past few months have been some of the most discouraging months of my life. All I've wanted to do was get this season over with. I just wanted to paint whatever picture needed to be painted, and be done, then move on.

But thats not the way the Lord desires my heart to be, so the past few months were how they were for a reason: to refine me through the flame.

Who would have thought it would be so painful? To refine something, it must go through fire.

So I am.