Home is where the heart is.

I miss you, Eesti.

It's weird to call this home, but the last few days have definitely helped. I stepped out, I breathed in the southern air, I went on a bike ride, I watched heat lightning, I walked into a room I was terrified to be in but walked into open arms, I re-decorated, I re-organized, and I feel like I'm beginning to see my challenge here in America. I need to learn to just be. To be present, and to see the Lord when it feels that I'm looking into fog.

In all of this, I saw you. 

My heart is beginning to feel lighter, and I find myself keeping busy so that I don't day dream too much about a potential life in Estonia for me.

So many things have been revealed to me about my future, and I'm excited to come to God with them and have Him answer exactly where my heart should be.

Bring it on world, I'm ready.

"I've always believed I was made for something BIG. Now, I'm just waiting."